Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i think at the end of yesterday,
all i needed was a hug.
i needed someone so badly.
everything seems to be going ever so wrong.
my grand aunt died on monday,
i've been told my grades are so bad it is very likely i'll be sent to NA
and now,
i'm just
lost.
so very very lost.
but then everything seemed to disappear when i saw him,
everything seemed alright as he smiled,
and even as i told him how screwed up everything was,
deep inside i knew it wouldn't be all that bad anymore,
with him there holding me.
knew that somehow,
it'd be alright.
i believed him
- xoxo
charis loves you
3:13 PM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
i was just left confused after everything.
it's not her fault really.
but she took it out on my baby sister.
i can only say thank you,
to him,
for being there(:
and i guess,
i'm sorry you had to see that.
i guess,
after all that,
i should thank you,
for leaving.
since you've been gone,
we can breathe for the first time
- xoxo
charis loves you
10:58 PM
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mr mysteryyou wouldn't see him at first,
he's in the shadows.
your eyes would automatically focus themselves on where the spotlight is on.
then after a while they'd wander to the person moving about most on stage,
then they'd go to the one playing the loudest,
up front,
closest to the edge of the stage.
you'd cast a glance at him in the shadows,
playing almost to himself,
then you'd go back to the person closest to the edge of the stage.
but strangely,
there'd be something about him,almost drawing your eyes back to him again.
and from there,
your eyes would never leave him.
he would seem to keep to himself,
the one who breaks the rules unintentionally and without anyone really realizing it.
you can't seem to get him to open up to you,
can't seem to get him to smile,
the only time he ever seems happy is when he's playing on stage.
he's the kind of guy a girl can imagine waking up beside in the morning,
under the sheets.
he'd be quiet though,
not really into talking.
and he'd get out of bed mumbling something about getting to work.
you'd be left there,
alone and feeling used though he might not have really meant you to feel that way.
the kind of guy many girls probably go crazy over but his closed personality leaves them wondering why, and if it's because of them.
it's not though,
it's just him.
don't assume as a reader please.
i have no more than a friendship with him.
for all you know he might not even exist.
- xoxo
charis loves you
6:16 PM
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i've gotten into people watching.
analysing them, sizing them up
believe me,i'm not an analytical person
far from it in fact.
but yeaa,
it's getting fun(:
but hey,
they're my opinions and what i think.
as far as you know,
these people might not even exist.hah
so there.
the one who first catches your eyeyou'd first see him in a crowd
cute
something different about him
two sides of him,
you'd swear he was two totally different people.
with his friends
you'd see his smile,the brightest out of the group.
the most real.
alone,
you'd see him sullen, subdued
sometimes his eyes never leaving the floor
other times his chin lifted,facing the world as it is
only the slightest hint of a smile on his lips
even as a stranger,if you manage eye-contact
you'd swear he looks at you with recognition in his eyes.
he's the kind of person you can trust.
someone you know you can count and depend on.
someone who'll hold you tight when you feel cold and alone.
someone you can easily imagine spending the rest of your life with.
the kind of daddy who'll love and hug and cuddle your kids,
come up from behind and kiss you while you're doing the dishes.
the kind of guy you can curl up on a rug with,
in front of a warm fire while your garden's nothing more than a white blanket.
what more could a girl possibly ask for?
- xoxo
charis loves you
5:28 PM
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ok so maybe spur of the moment decisions aren't that good after all.
tsk.
oh wells,
you were right i suppose:)
- xoxo
charis loves you
8:43 AM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
i've been listening to this particular song.
and i mean,
it just seemed like any other song i like.
there was nothing special about it really,
i just liked it.
just liked the sound of it.
it's called Perfect by Maren Ord.
and i was singing it over and over while i was sitting at the computer, all alone i might add,
i kinda suddenly noticed and realized what i was singing.
i've been brought up to always be aware of what i'm singing.
so i won't go into church singing stuff like
"my neck my back, lick my pussy and my crack"
which is a habit i must admit,
i like and thank my mother for instilling in me.
so anyway,back to point.
i'm singing the song and what at first seemed like a wish for the world to be more perfect suddenly made sense to me.
Title : Perfect
Artist : Maren Ord
Don't close your eyes
They may not open
What if they open
Would you be alive
Everyone falls
But not everyone rises
Why don't you get up
And rise again for me
chorus
What if the world were
a little more perfect
Would you stop crying or
would you take the leap
What if the world
were a little more perfect
Would you open your eyes
and blink again for me
What about friendship
What about friends
You said the whole world
was against you
And it all had to end
What about love
What about family
What about all that
you have to live for
back to chorus
It isn't easy here without you
Why did you leave me
What am I supposed to do
(without you)
chorus
what do you think it says?
what do you think it talks about?
read into it.
i tried to understand it purely by listening to the song and failed so i read the lyrics and what i had thought the song meant, was in fact, correct.
so as i read the lyrics and sang the words,finally knowing what they really were,
i couldnt help but cry.
Maren Ord,or as it appears in the song, seems to be talking about a loved one who left.
suicide is all i can assume.
don't close your eyes,
they might not open.
- xoxo
charis loves you
2:52 PM
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undignifiedteach me to have a childlike heart
free me to be undignified
teach me to have a childlike heart
free me to dance all over my pride.
gonna dance like a child
sing like the Son
abandon myself to the Holy One.
gonna dance like a child
sing like the Son
abandon myself to the Holy One.
to the Holy One.i loved last night's worship:)
really really enjoyed it.
it's like we were nose to nose with God.
find rest,
my soul in God.
find rest,
my troubled heart.
find rest,
my weary body.
find rest, find rest.
- xoxo
charis loves you
12:12 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
it's not cyberweek.
it's bloody cyber-three-days.
i was lookign forward to this year's,
because it seemed a lot more fun.
and last year's,although stressful,
was fun too:)
so what happened here?
or rather,
what's happening?
perfect group innit?
what more could i possible ask for?
the good-girl-in-class,
the success-depends-souly-on-me-girl,
and the i-don't-care-whatever-girl who in other words is real fun:)
it's messy.
messy.
pfft
- xoxo
charis loves you
10:58 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens.
bright copper kettles and warm woollen mittens.
brown paper packages tied up with string,
these are a few of my favourite things.
girls in white dresses with warm coloured sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes.
silver white winters that melt into spring,
these are a few of my favourite things.
when the dog bites,
when the bee stings,
when i'm feeling sad.
i simply remember my favourite things,
and then i don't feel
so baad(:
i've been singing that song non-stop.
first of all, because it's a nice song.
secondly, it's a nice song and i'm so gonna sing it to my babies next time:)
but most importantly it's because the words actually work out for me.
everytime i'm down and i sing this song,
i smile:)
did the science test today,not too bad.
stayed back(yes,finally) for dnt.
two hours straight i was sawing and filing and chatting and sawing and filing and chatting and sanding and sawing and filing and chatting.
in that two hours i completed what my classmates did in six weeks.
imagine if i stayed back a few more days.
my letter opener's still not finished yet though.
and it's due tomorrow.
ohh wells.
i've got a splitting headache now,
and i'm tired.very very tired.
don't have much to do online so i'll probably go off asap.
raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens.
bright copper kettles and warm woollen mittens.
brown paper packages tied up with string,
these are a few of my favourite things.
girls in white dresses with warm coloured sashes,
snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes.
silver white winters that melt into spring,
these are a few of my favourite things.
when the dog bites,
when the bee stings,
when i'm feeling sad.
i simply remember my favourite things,
and then i don't feel
so baad(:
- xoxo
charis loves you
9:16 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i've been having tumtum cramps:(
studied hard for my two tests today,
but didnt go to school to take em.
ms chan was real pissed off with me.
totally the last time im missing school.
i'm gonna make sure that for the rest of the year,
i won't miss anymore school.
not even if i've got a temperature.
remind me to delete this post if i break my promise:)
but honestly,
i really can't go on like this.
i mean,
my grades are screwing up bad enough.
this absolutely will not do.
pfft.
found myself on a downward spiral over the last couple of days.
not serious serious.
actually typed it out in my whole post yesterday which i bloody lost.
but anyway,
i'm out of it so there's really no point:)
and to that nicenice cutecute person who reeled off a list of good things about me,
thank you:)
i love you.
it's special,
this nice warm feeling.
when you look at me the way you do,
say the right things which i know are true.
i wanna stay in your arms forever,
hold me tight baby,
promise you won't let me go. ever.
- xoxo
charis loves you
11:54 AM
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i don't need a lot of things
i can by with nothing
with all the blessings life can bring,
i've always needed something.
but i've got all i want when it comes to lovin you.
you're my only reason,
you're my only truth.
i need you like water,
like breath
like rain.
i need you like mercy from heaven's gate.
there's a freedom in your arms
that carries me through
i need you
- xoxo
charis loves you
11:43 AM
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
i spent a full hour,
typing everything out into this fucking online shit.
poured out every single thing.
and in two minutes,
on the click of
"publish fucking post"
the post was bloody fucking lost.
how fucking unreliable is fucking technology?
or maybe it's the bloody fucking website.
i was left close to tears.
every single thing i had typed out here was gone.
maybe it's like a sign from the Lord or something.
you know what?
im gonna take it as just that.
a sign(:
first of all,
so that i won't be so bloody fucking pissed.
and also cos the part which was lost was all depressing and self-pitying.
still,
a full hour of typing,
gone.
gone.
gone.
gone.
bloody fucking gone.
- xoxo
charis loves you
2:01 PM
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ok,
so i posted the last post.
refreshed the page,
and taa daa.
my blog's its cute self once more.
no comment on that
i didn't go to the subject combination briefing yesterday.
went for rehearsals at acsi.
damn screwed priorities.
no comment on that either.
so anyway,
it turns out the combination i'm looking for doesnt exactly exist.
i wanted pure literature.
i wanted art.
i didn't want A math.
i didn't want physics.
i didn't mind taking biology and chemistry as seperate subjects.
the only art class gives me pure geography,
which everyone knows is suicide.
the pure literature class gives me A math,
which is social suicide for me because i'll be going out a hell lot less due to senseless mugging for A math.
which isn't that bad actually,not like i go out all that much anyways.
but i've learnt that i can take A math then drop it next year(:
goody.
i'd choose literature over art anytime.
is that good though?
but the thing is,
right now i'm talking like i have all the choices in the world.
behaving like my grades are real good and if i want i can even get into a triple science A math class.
which,
sad to say,
is far from reality.
facing facts,
i'm flunking the math im doing now,
so i dont know how the hell i could even dare to bloody think about taking A math.
not to mention the fact that you do have to get 60% for math in order to get into an A math class.
the three subjects i loved the most and thought i was doing average at,
english
literature
chemistry,
they're all going downhill.
i stared at my last english test results.
i go a friggin 32 out of 50.
i screwed it up.
i bloody fucking screwed up my english.
i've never failed english before,
not really failed that is.
a fail for english, to me, is 30 out of 50.
but i havn't actually failed it by like getting 25.
i think i'd just die if that happened.
but my last essay,
an argumentative,
was 16 out of 30.
ignore the fact that it's the first time we've tried writing an argumentative.
i got 16!
six bloody effing teen!
my last literature,
lets just leave that subject out.
chemistry.
chemistry.
chemistry.
no comment.
- xoxo
charis loves you
2:00 PM
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ok,
i came to my cute little blog which i definitely am not ashamed of,
and i see it's totally screwed up.
dont ask me why
dont ask me how
im so not com savvy.
pfft.
so anyway,sorry to you guys who actually bother reading this.
though it's unlikely anyone actually reads this anyway.
so..
ohh wells.
- xoxo
charis loves you
12:44 PM
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
it's over soon,
the end so very near.
but what i couldn't wait for once,
might become my greatest fear.
- xoxo
charis loves you
9:06 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i kept meaning to blog,
honest i did.
i wanted to blog on monday about something of great importance to me,
wanted to blog on tuesday cos i didnt on monday.
and so i've finally gotten round to blogging today about what i intended to on moonday.
so anyway,
it was the symbolic handing over of the 2005 ex-co to the 2006 ex-co.
i couldn't help but tear,
watching the prefects up there,
all looking so happy,
so proud.
gorgeous in their blazer and skirt.
especially soph:)
as claudyn gave her speech,the last one as head prefect,
i was brought back to last year,in the school carpark, where Hui Wen gave her last speech as head prefect.
one thing that more or less "enabled" me to accept claudyn as the new head prefect and not be so critical,especially not as critical as many others,
was hui wen saying something along the lines of us not expecting too much of the new ex-co because they're different and they shouldn't fit into 2004's ex-co's shoes with ease because they have their own shoes to wear,
they have their own mistakes to make.
it was really these very words which allowed me to see and accept the new ex-co as different people.
i mean,
you might think,you're a non-prefect so it doesn really matter right?
but for a whole year,getting super corny lame jokes from trixia made this year's rather cold "keep your classes clean" jokes rather errm, dumb.
and claudyn is so very different from huiwen.
Huiwen was really a people's person, you felt like you knew her even though she was so "high up".
i know i sound rather stupid but,yea.
i can honestly say that Huiwen was my friend and she made an effort to be more than PL's head prefect, she wanted to really be that breach between the student body and the teachers.
she was nice,
but her words made me realize one couldnt expect that from the new head prefect.
i remember realizing then,how much i wanted to be a head prefect.
not cos it was cool or anything.
last year wanted so very much to be someone who could and would both lead and serve the school.
i felt i could do it,and i wanted to.
anyone reading this would burst out laughing,
me?a prefect?
HAH.
lets not talk about head prefect right?
but somehow,
as unlikely as it seemed,i wanted to do it more,
prove everyone wrong.
tell people i could do it.
i decided not to this year though,
even after i promised ms gan i'd try out again.
i didn't try to be good this year,
i didn't try to change.
i mean,
i'm not bad but im no goody two shoes either.
so i gave up this year,
decided against staying back every single day in school,
decided against serving and leading.
decided against wanting to be a different kind of prefect,
possibly a different head prefect.
gave it up.
why?
it took a long time actually,
told myself i'd pierce my nose if i wasn't a prefect this year.
no,
i didnt give it up for a nose piercing,
i dont have one by the way.
errmm,
i think it was the idea of staying back four out of five days a week,
constantly being watched like a hawk,
not being able to make a mistake,not even one.
i think on top of everything,
i realized that last year,
i had changed.
changed for the better in many people's opinion,
but i couldnt help feeling it wasn't me.
i changed for nothing in the end.
i made myself guai last year:)
hard as it is to believe,
no i wouldn't say "made myself guai"
more like,
put a huge effort into being what i wasn't really.
i put effort into making sure my belt wasn't too low,
i was on time for school,
didn't miss school at all if i could help it.
i put in a huge effort to be a good class monitress,
make sure my homework was in on time.
a whole load of things.
i wasn't made a prefect last year and i cried.
but everyone, when i told them,
was like
"you? a prefect?! kidding right?"
it almost hurt,
like the mere idea of me being a prefect was,
simply put,
impossibly hilarious.
so there it is,
i wasn't a prefect.
i appealed.
and my form teacher,bless her heart,
Ms Sem, the one teacher who i'll never forget,
talked to me.
she wasn't asked to,
just told to tell me to see ms gan.
but ms sem told me how different i was.
and i realized,
when she pointed out,
that i wasn't the kind of person they needed or wanted.
because i don't follow instructions.
i can't be someone else's puppet cos it's not me.
i'm not dissing the prefect board here,
im just saying i can't lead by example,
which is what prefects are supposed to do.
so i come back to this topic on which i first started on,
as i sat there,
right at the back of the hall,
watching the new ex-co of 2006 proudly stand there,
having their symbolic handing over,
i thought it beautiful.
and i realized,
i gave that up.
was it worth it?
i don't really know.
but i was glad,
the prefects are one part of the school i'm proud of:)
- xoxo
charis loves you
9:28 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
it's really something i hate about myself.
being so very close to someone,
i find myself rather clingy in not too good a way.
so here goes,
it doesn't matter that i don't mean all that much.
doesn't matter at all,
neither does it matter that while i got a no,
they got a yes.
also doesn't really matter that it's only these times where i feel alone.
ahh fuck.
someone save me from myself,
please
- xoxo
charis loves you
10:39 AM
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
morning:)
slept pretty early last night,
11pm.
i've been sleeping a hell lot which is why i'm up right now at eight.
don't get me wrong,
im no early bird.
in every sense of the word:)
i mean,i'd get up early for the sunrise,
or early breakfast.
or at one point in my life,
sunday church which was very very important to me.
but otherwise,
you can never tear me away from my bed.
haha
pretty day outside.
- xoxo
charis loves you
8:10 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
dear Lord,
i don't do this very often.
but thank You.
i realized how very blessed i am
to have a family,
a mummy and a daddy
a baby sister,
and someone who loves me very much.
Dear Lord,
thank You for being there even when my earthly dad wasn't
thank You for blessing me with so much more than i could ever ask for.
thank You for loving me.
thank You for pulling me through depression,
for being there when i needed someone.
thank You for giving me opportunities to do the few things i love doing so very much.
thank You Father,
for noticing.i thought today was horrid.
absolutely horrid.
now before you start saying my sarcasm above in prayer was uncalled for,
shut the hell up cos ain't no one listening:)
you know you love meanyway,
so i'm still sick today,
my temperature bouncing around like words on paper.
on top of that,
mummy's gonna receive shit from the vice principal.
i'm gonna get zero for all the tests i havn't taken if they're not all completed by next week,
and i'll be retained.
quite willingly i might add.
i've got homework,
im not too keen on asking what else i've missed out on yet.
oh yes,
my planned activities for the weekend are more or less suspended especially going for FOP.
sidetrack: can you imagine?
*jump jump jump* "oh hi ms chan" *jumps all the way back*
so not looking forward to that.
been looking forward to seeing you honestly speaking,
there isn't a time when i don't.
but you always make my day
and today definitely needed making.
but unfortunately i couldn't see you.
on top of that there's stuff going on with feeble,
strongly(in my opinion at least) unadvised ressurection of something that's not really working out.
which kinda irks me.
then there's the realization that for once,
small number ain't gonna affect nothing.
which i don't know what to think of really.
so anyway,
the phone conversation's cheered me up considerably.
im online and checking out about euthanasia and stuff.
by the way, euthanasia should not be legalized!
sorry about the sidetrack.
oooh!
mummy's home with a new telephone!
sorry about the second sidetrack.
anyway,
i'm in Odessey of the Mind.
bril bril.
i really really wanted to be in it.
and i am!
me liike.
loving it.
so that's with the prayer of thanks:)
oooh!
it's a cordless phone!
i love i love i love!
ok so,
thank You Daddy above for the new telephone:)
sorry for another sidetrack.
wait,
actually that's pretty much it.
of course,
besides the fact that there's some stuff i'm struggling with.
stuff i'm not sure i understand.
pushing that aside for a moment,
i have work.
don't compare us,
we're different.
don't think what happened before is gonna happen again.
if you're not sure,
what to do or what to say
promise you won't make me choose.
- xoxo
charis loves you
9:07 PM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
he's holding back,
he's hiding.
but what i can't decide.
why won't he be the king i know he is.
the king i see inside?don't hold back,
just let yourself go.
be free
and know
that i'll be there to catch you when
you fall.
just like you've always been for me.
i can't do any more than be by your side and love you.
- xoxo
charis loves you
10:50 AM
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i'm ill with a temperature,
muscle aches and horrible horrible sore throat.
it hurts when i walk.pfft.
plus i'm starting to get small itchy bits on myself.
gee.
hope i don't have dengue
even though i've always wanted to be in a hospital.
last night's temperature was 37.9
then it dropped
now it's gone up again to 37.8
ooh wells.
a whole new world,
a dazzling place i never knew.
but now from way up here
it's crystal clear
that now i'm in a whole new world
with you.i'm tired.
very tired.
i don't know if it's the medicine,
strange cos anti-biotics doesn't make one sleepy.
if only you knew,
how much i love you.
how much i want nothing more
than to be there for you.
but baby,
you're shutting me out.
when all i want is to hold you close to me,
ever so tight.
if only you'd let me
if onlythink we'll make it baby?i do
- xoxo
charis loves you
10:23 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
i found what it was that i had been looking for,
what i had tried so hard to find but couldn't seem to since The Father's Hand.
my love
my passioni found it,
and though i didn't like it all that much at the beginning,
i realized i did after all.
and just as i started enjoying this once lost, new-found happiness,
it was over.
taken from me.
snatched from my very hands and though i wanted so much to cry,
i couldn't.
maybe it was shock,
maybe it was the overwhelming adrenaline which come immediately after a performance that kept me from thinking about my loss.
then realization hit.
the gorgeous flowers i was given started drooping.
coicidental is it not?
but somehow,
even then,
i couldn't cry.
i couldn't put into words or tears or even feelings,
the sudden void that was inside me.
the eerie familiarity of it all.
except a year back,
i knew that even after the crying and what i felt i had lost,
i'd still see the cast in school.
i'd still be able to give them hugs and tell them how much i loved them and how i'd never forget them.
maybe it was experience,
the knowledge of the inevitable that held back my tears.
after so much we'd been through,
after so much together,
we still click just like before,
the whole musical cast,
but we hardly see each other now,
and talk even less often.
it was so subtle,
the beginning of the moving on.
and i only realized how far apart we'd grown the last time we met up.
we didn't even celebrate our musical anniversary.
what i do know is that,
yes,we've moved on,
and it's good because we cannot live in the past forever,
but the musical will always stay in our hearts.
ain't nothin' gonna take that away from us.
coming back to the original topic of this entry,
seeing people so close,
people we had worked with for six months move so far away even though we were in the same school,
how much more people who weren't in the same school and whom we'd worked with only for two months?
i'm looking at the horrible side too soon i suppose,
but is it not the inevitable?
very soon we'll go through our contact list on our cellphones or msn and we'll go,
"who the hell is this?"
upon deleting the contact we'd then remember vaugely the person from a drama in the year 2005.
sad but true.
i'm supposed to go back to acsi today,
to return my costumes.
but i'm ill,honestly.
so i can't go today,
when everyone else'll be there.
i can't bring myself to say goodbye just yet.
or maybe a part of me already has.
but somehow,
i don't want it to end here.
reading this you'd think me silly,
knowing guys they've probably forgotten about chris and i already.
but,
i don't know.
maybe it's just me.
but if i don't ever get the chance to say this in person,
i hope you get to read this.
thank you,
every single one of you.
for smiling when i needed to see someone happy,
for being there when i needed someone,
for hugging me when all i needed was a hug.
a couple of shout-outs in no particular order.
Chris:it's been great fun working with you on both this drama night and the SYF.
we're a hell lot different girl,
and hardly anything in common,
but strangely,
it's the smallest things we both laugh at,
and the strangly cute things we smile at.
Ivan:yes,i've gotten on your nerves and you on mine.
you've hurt me and i've upset you.
but above all,
you were the first to make friends with us,
the first to talk with us and explain everything going on.
thanks for ice-cream:)
you were also the only one who saw when all i needed was a hug and gave it to me.
thank you for that because even if all else blurs itself in my mind,
i'll always remember you for the sweetest,sensitive things you've done.
Alastair Su:it was your energy and your huge actions that filled up the stage.
the play wouldn't have been what it is if it weren't for you.
Alex:i got to know you pretty late but once i did,
it was fun:)
half the time you're bullying me and the other half you're being sweet.
you're a crazy nut alex,
but it's been so much fun knowing you.
backstage wouldn't be half as exciting without you and i hope we keep in touch.
so to you,
thank you for cheering me up when i needed it most,
and simply,for being there.
Abishek and Anton:you two are hilarious!
both of you with your amzingly lame jokes and dry sarcasm.
thanks for keeping me laughing during those horribly long waiting hours.
Asher:you're so straight you're crooked sweetie.
but gay or not,
you're amazing on stage.
thank you,also for getting me to try out for singing with your band.
i'd never have found so much fun otherwise and met the crazy fun people you hang out with in your band,one of them Andrew.
Andrew:pretty boy.
it's been immensely fun watching you make out with different guys like ivan and alex.
haha.
you sing great and your acting's even better,
i'm really looking forward to the thing coming out in september.
if there's anything to look forward to after this drama night,
it's seeing and working with you and asher again.
Dhanesh:you brought the house down that last night man!
you were awesome and i'll never forget your gorgeous dance .
Johannes:your acting was absolutely amazing,
you did great.
i really hope one day i'll get the chance to either work with you again or at the very least,watch you act.
it was fun just watching you feed of the audience's energy.
watching you go high on adrenaline.
haha.
hope we'll keep in touch:)
Joshua Cao:meeting you the first time was fun,
meeting you the many times after that was even more fun:)
you should've acted!
whatever it is,
you could've at least danced!
you're an amazing dancer and i hope one day you get talent spotted or something.
thanks for being the one who smiled when i needed to see someone smile.
haha.
there are so many of you i'd like to thank.
there's so much to say but the words won't seem to come.
so to sum it all up,
to everyone, every single person involved in this production.
thank you.
thank you for creating a wonderful memory.
dearest darlingest:thank you. thank you. thank you.
besides your endless comments on this school,you've been there for me.
always a mere phone call away if ever i was bored out of my eyeballs or if i was hurt and needed someone to cry to.
you were there to watch me,to clap and to call my name right at the end.
you believed i could do it,
believed i could cope and told me to rest when you knew, before me,
that i needed to rest.
thank you.
for all those who came to watch,
thank you too.
and i hope you guys all enjoyed the show as much as everyone enjoyed showing it to you:)
and now,
i bid thee farewell.
- xoxo
charis loves you
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