Monday, July 30, 2007
sure.
i don't love you right?
That's why i spend every night crying myself to sleep and pretending you're right there with me so that i can finally fall asleep.
That's exactly why i wake up every single morning,
wondering if my nightmare has ended
That's why i still call you and text you,
and tell you i love you
because i actually don't!
sure!
it just makes so much sense!
That's why i bother to reply your texts,
or wait up for you so we can fall aleep on the phone together,
or switch everything off when you tell me that you're going to bed so that you won't have to wait up for me.
yes indeed.
i do all that,
because i don't love you.
In fact, it's because i don't love you that,
months after the breakup,
i'm still not over you, still blogging about you, still talking about you,
still crying over you and still wishing that my life is just some horrible nightmare.
brilliant, really.
- xoxo
charis loves you
8:03 PM