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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

just to update you guys on my weekend(:

makeup is from silkygirl and hair,
gosh i don't know =x

sponsored top(: i looove
my stupid signature one eye big, one eye small pose
):

i think, though i'm really not very sure, that the series of pictures of teen icon semi finalists should be coming out erm
july 11th.

actually, i thought it'd be much later but then again, there's not much point if the magazine comes out AFTER the actual semi-finals eh?
so according to daanish, it's july 11th.

yay me(:

soooo apparently i was wrong about having sunday to myself.
i've got vocal coaching, courtesy of Lee Wei Song music school and only because it's teenage icon.
haha.

oooh wells.
Ranjit apparently also want ernie, daanish and i to sing this weekend when we go on the field trip.
there's the pros and cons for that.

quite honestly, i don't want to appear like we're you know, showing the others up.
and it gets scarier because, being in the y2y,
as much as i want to win or be in the top three,
i fear that if that really does happen(oh dream come true!)
that there'll be rumours that the y2y people got helped along and stuff like that.

i don't want there to be even a shadow of doubt cast upon us if any of the three of us make it to the top.
i don't want the friends we've made to be lost, because they believe that there's been stuff going on under the table

okay, enough about my worries.

i've got a meeting at the CDC later, thank God we're living closer now.

our black table still hasn't come back yet.

in fact, all the signs we've put up asking for its return, no questions asked, have been just
ripped down and crushed up.
but i mean, people don't just do that at random, do they?
so perhaps whoever's taken our table ripped those signages down.

sigh.

mommy and i talked last night about my life plans and all.
what i'm gonna be doing next year, after my O's and stuff.
haha

it's weird, when people go "oh to get into poly"
or "if you wanna get into JC"
because the thing is, i'm not planning on going to either

haha. suprise suprise eh?

anywayyyy,
i need to hurry my fat ass off already.

i'll update you guys more, but for right now,

JULY 15TH 2007
SUNTEC CITY
4PM
IT'S THE SEMI FINALS OF TEENAGE ICON.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE THERE AND VOTE(:

love love
xoxo

- xoxo
charis loves you
1:45 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.