alone i was
before your love
when i saw you
i knew my life was touched

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that everything i felt
inside was true

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that i was gonna spend
my life with you


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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

forgive me,
boredom's kicking in

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?- alastaaaaair(:
2. When shopping at the grocery storedo you return your cart?- yea
3. In a social setting are you moreof a talker or listener?- i'd strike up conversations but i do listen
4. Do you take compliments well?- i think i do.i don't do the whole asian "oh, me? i'm not pretty" thing.
5. Are you an active person?- very! i'm actively inactive(:okay i do kinda exercise
6. If abandoned in the wildernesswould you survive?- define wilderness
7. Do you like to ride horses?- love it
8. Did you ever go to a camp as akid?- yea, and i always made excuses to stay out of running games
9. What's a bad habit you have?- i swear too much
10. Are you judgemental?- no
11. Could you date someone withdifferent religious beliefs?- well the person i'm dating now doesn't have different beliefs
12. Do you like to pursue or bepursued?- preferably pursued
13. Do you have a bf/gf?- alastaaair(:
14. Are you tired?- physically, but i just woke up
15. Do you consider yourself matureor immature?- i think i'm pretty much my age
16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?- nope, would love to learn how though
17. If your house was on fire whatwould be the first thing you save?- well family isn't really a thing right? so it'd be my stuffed toys and my phone.
18. How often do you read books?- as often as i can
19. Do you think more about the past,present, or future?- the future
20. What's your favorite children'sbook?- enid blyton stuff
21. Left or right?- riiiight
22. Do any of your top friends have acrush on you?- no
23. Where is your dream houselocated?- Los Angeles
24. What are you wearing?- my nighty
25. Last person you've talked to?- alastaaaair
26. Ever taken pictures in a photobooth?- yea. photo booth fun!:D
27. When was the last time you wereat Olive Garden?- i don't remember ever going there
28. What are your keys on your keychain for?- door, gate and a locker
29. Where was the furthest place youtraveled?- France
30. Where is your current pain?- my lip piercing
31. Do you like mustard?- looove it!
32. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?- sleep
33. Do you like your mom or dad?- i love them both but it's easier loving my mom
35. Can you do splits?- no
36. What movie do you wanna see rightnow?- number 23, except alastair doesn't wanna
37. Do you put lotion on your dog orcat?- when i had a cat i put everything but lotion, come to think of it
38. What did you do for New Year's?- watched a movie and went to Stacy's place for her new year's partyyy
39. Do you think The Grudge wasscary?- didn't bother to watch it
40. Do you own a camera phone?- yeap
42. Was your mom a cheerleader?- nah, she was a scholar
43. Does any of your top friendshave a fat head?- none of my friends have a fat head
44. Who did you vote for on AmericanIdol?- i'm rooting for jordin
45. How many hours of sleep do youget a night?- 6-10
46. What do you buy at the movies?- hotdogs
47. Do you wear your seatbelt?- no
48. What do you wear to sleep?- shirts/nightys
49. How many meals do you eat a day?- 2
50. Is your tongue pierced?- yea
51. Do you always readMySpace/Friendster?- yea
52. Do you like funny or seriouspeople better?- naturally comical people who know how to be serious
53. Did you eat a cookie today?- no
54. Do you use slang words in otherlanguages?- yea
55. Favorite Christmas song(s)?- santa baby
56. Do you hate chocolate?- who hates chocolate!
57. What do you and your parentsfight about the most?- my mom and i fight about sex,my dad and i fight about piercings and "being out of hand"
58. Are you a sensitive person?- i'd like to think so(:

- xoxo
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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.