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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

the person who filled out this questionaire before me did a bad job
i think if you're gonna waste a couple of minutes of your life doing something like this,
then at least give proper answers

anyway,
just for the heck of it

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes i would

How many boyfriend(s)/girlfriend(s)have told you that they loved you?
well only two of them were my boyfriends

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
i still do, or am hoping to

Are you crushing on someone?
oh, big time. it's not quite a crush though

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
fuck yes

Have you ever made yourboyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yea i have, and hated myself for it

Are you happier being single or in a relationship?
as much as i embrace freedom, there's just one person i want to be in a relationship with

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
no

Have you ever had your heart broken?
hell yea

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yea

Talked to any of your ex(s)?
yeap

If you could go back in time and change thing(s), would you?
fuck yes

Think any of your ex(s) feel the same?
i guess he does. except i hate calling him an ex right now

Do you believe that you are a goodboyfriend/girlfriend?
honestly? no

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
yea, kinda

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
well, let's define abuse shall we?

Do you believe in second chances?
uh huh

Do you believe in love at first sight?
i believe in chemistry and that people can click within the first few minutes.
that's as close to "love at first sight" as you get

Ever been given an engagement ring?
ho

Do you want to get married?
'course

Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
yea

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
no

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
oh of course not,
it's far worse

like i said, just for the heck of it.

- xoxo
charis loves you
10:17 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.