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Thursday, December 14, 2006

i know, i know i promised a dissing session
but you know what?
after reading a bit more into her blog
i've decided

i just really cannot be bothered
(cue to begin lengthy rants)

well,
as already said,
she's in love with herself and she knows it
but she also just kinda makes fun of herself on her blog
that's why it's funny and that's why people go back to read
her posts are actually horribly mundane day to day stuff like

"oh i ripped out a bunch of my hair today!" (there's a picture)
what's nice i must admit,
is that she puts in all this effort to photoshop all the pictures before she puts it onto her blog
she'll photoshop her nose because she's always had a problem with it
(well she shouldn't now after getting it done)
she'll photoshop people's tits
she actually photoshops everything,
even if it's just a plain, self taken photograph
and she decorates it and has this little logo of yet another picture of herself so everyone knows that the picture is hers and came from her site

on the other hand,
i must say it is quite sad that she just sits around photoshopping pictures
and dissing people
and whatever whatever

she's dull because her language pretty much stays the same
her behaviour and reactions also stay the same
and all in all you, as a reader, do not see her grow

at twenty plus,
she still rants about her psle score
but of course, now that's been replaced with her new tv show

okay yes, she can read this and answer in her usual way
"don't like my blog then don't read la! so many fans, don't need you to read what!"

seriously,
that is kinda how she types on her blog.
i havn't heard her speak but i wouldn't be that suprised if she sounds the way she types
which is plain horrible if you ask me

she has quite an amazingly wide vocabulary which she throws in here and there for her entries
but then after all, she IS in her twenties.

she has this ability to throw in good words and mix it around with all the hokkien and local slang as well as swear words
she once talked about bella's (miss Izzy: http://missizzy.org ) blog and said it was too "chiem" for local readers
and singaporeans only go there to see pictures of her.

well,
that pretty much just degrades your whole country now doesn't it dear?
she herself said it was too chiem to keep her attention
this comment from her
(which she probably considers a worthy opinion)
basically just indicates either stupidity or plain stupidity

that was harsh,
i'm sorry.
but while you can see bella grow and mature from the person she was a couple of years back,
this person kinda just remains the same.

dissing people, complaining, ranting
yes, blogs are for ranting
but for someone who has managed to get the title of
what is it, best asian blog?
there is really nothing interesting

granted,
she has comments that are valid,
but the way she pushes her ideas and personal opinions across are a bit much.

after her horrible post about,
okay i'm just gonna call her izzy because no one knows who i'm referring to otherwise

after her horrible post about Izzy, people hate mailed her on izzy's behalf
(vick and i wanted to do that but decided against that cos izzy kinda didn't really give a flying fuck)
and she wrote and entry about how hurtful the comments were
that she was also born from a mother's womb
and how would her mother feel?
how would she, as a person feel?

well all i could really say was that,
you can say that when insults are hurled at you
but what do you do for the entries that get more readers?
you diss people like crazy!
you photoshop them,
on world wide web, you tell them how ugly they are

now,
how are they supposed to feel?
how are their parents supposed to feel?
hmmm?

those who do browse over her blog,
fans and non fans alike, all agree to disagree
some love to hate her
many love to love her
and that is true

she has many fans,
and she knows it
they change and move off after a while because
after reading posts similar to the one before that and the one before that,
it does get tiring
still,
there's those who absolutely love her dissing moments and keep up for her rants and complaints

there isn't really a point in her blog
because she writes everyday stuff for most entries
if she's not doing that then she'd be writing about her new tv show or her psle score
if she's not doing that then she's dissing people left right and centre

but you know,
if not for her blog there wouldn't be the existence of this entry!

now,
i have finally succumbed to the need to write about her to the world
though i honestly admire people like bella who not only doesn't care but really cannot be bothered about people like the girl i've been ranting about(:

there wasn't a reason for me to do this,
and she hasn't done anything against me personally but well,
it's been bugging me.
okay she's successful in her own right.
good for her!

this post, i will admit doesn't really serve a purpose other than warning people about good and bad blogging but oh well

and look!
turns out i kept my promise after all

xoxo

- xoxo
charis loves you
8:25 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.