alone i was
before your love
when i saw you
i knew my life was touched

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that everything i felt
inside was true

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that i was gonna spend
my life with you


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Thursday, September 14, 2006

it's been a while cos i'm not on the computer often enough

Name: Charis Vera Ng Mei Yi
Birthday: March 17th 1991
Birthplace: UK, Kent - Farnbrough
Current Location: mummy's office
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: dark brown, black with about a million strands of white hair
Height: 159cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: they're from all over the place, Vietnam, Hong kong, Malaysia
The Shoes You Wore Today: black slip on heels
Your Weakness: i'm extremely sensitive to a lot of things, mummy says i forgive too often and get hurt again, i'm fat and lazy and i'm a sucker for gentlemanly guys. so now you know one of the reasons i fell for alastair. haha
Your Fears: having someone you love so much die right in front of you, getting married to the wrong shithead(lucky for that guy) and living unhappily ever after
Your Perfect Pizza: spicy and with pineapples.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: move up to the next level and not be retained so i dont have to waste one more year of my life in this school, and erm lose 10kg=D
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha (no, really)
Thoughts First Waking Up: why does effing school have to start so effing early, why are they so effing crazy i want sleeeeeeep
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes, my mouth?
Your Bedtime: depends on when my bouts of insomnia come. 11pm perhaps sometimes 3am
Your Most Missed Memory: those in UK when i looked like i was all bubble wrapped just so i could play in the snow
MacDonalds or Burger King: In n Outs. you ain't lived til that.
Single or Group Dates: single preferably, but group dates arent that bad
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate baby
Cappuccino or Coffee: love em both, and we ought to throw in a latte too
Do you Smoke: occassionally, like really occassionally
Do you Swear: gee how am i supposed to fucking know? okay, i swear quite a bit
Do you Sing: ooooh i looove to
Do you Shower Daily: mmmhmmm
Have you Been in Love: yep. still am
Do you want to go to College: oh yes, believe it or not
Do you want to get Married: are you kidding? totally and have kids though i don't think i should list out all their names here just yet
Do you believe in yourself: yea
Do you get Motion Sickness: if the drivers sucks like fuck
Do you think you are Attractive: to some people i guess
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: yea, pretty much(:
Do you like Thunderstorms: absolutely
Do you play an Instrument: nope but i'd love to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea like a couple of days ago.haha
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
in the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i'm nearly finishing the box!=D
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: i think so
been on Stage: well last month i was, cosidering it's the beginning of a month
been Dumped: eh, no
gone Skinny Dipping: nope. pfft
Stolen Anything: i think so?
Ever been Drunk: who hasn't at my age?
Ever been called a Tease: yea
Ever been Beaten up: haha, nope
Ever Shoplifted: isn't that the same as stealing? not this month la, i think two months ago. haha
How do you want to Die: happy and contented, in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a theatre actress, a singer, probably an actress in films too. i wanna be the bestest mummy to my perfect adooorablest widdle babies!
What country would you most like to Visit: just visit? Paris

In a Boy/GirlFavourite
Eye Color: doesn't really matter
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown's pretty fine but i don't have preferences
Short or Long Hair: anything that makes him/her look good
Height: taller than me that's all i ask cos it can't be that hard
Weight: not obese, i mean, as long as he looks good hot whatever
Best Clothing Style: i'm not into geeks and their "men's straight cut"

Number of Drugs I have taken: if medication doesn't count then none
Number of CDs I own: i don't know, 40 plus?
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: two
Number of things in my Past I Regret: losing my first kiss at twelve to a dead fish,
kissing some guy i didn't like at 13 and leading him on, making alastair cry

- xoxo
charis loves you
1:56 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.