alone i was
before your love
when i saw you
i knew my life was touched

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that everything i felt
inside was true

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that i was gonna spend
my life with you


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Saturday, June 03, 2006

specially for vicky(:

Seven random facts:

i don't like people looking over my shoulder at the computer screen, whether or not i'm blogging or chatting

i miss alastair very much but at the same time miss the freedom of being single

i hate TV

i can't wait to be a mother

when i was young i used to determine who i loved more out of two people by imaginig that both their lives were at stake and i could only choose to save one my final conclusion to that is that each and every time, if i was made to choose between two people i love. i'd swap my life with one of theirs

i know i'm loved(:

Seven celebrity crushes:

Jessica Alba(:
Collin Farrell
Brad Pitt
the angel from Xmen3
Alastair(that's random and he's not a celebrity)
Christina Auguilera
Stacy Orricco


Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend (need not apply HAHA):

cute
non-egoistical
confident but not over confident
romantic
happy
understanding
Alastair Leong Bing Liang (you just have to be him or you don't make the cut)<3

Seven things that scare me:

getting married to the wrong person for the wrong reasons
cockroaches
watching a friend die and not being able to do anything
leaving the world unkown and forgotten
torturous death
losing my 'ability' to sing and act
how much fatter i'll become after my four kids


Seven things I like/love most:

LA
spending time, cuddling up with alastair
the fact that my friends are thee bestest people in the world who don't judge and allow me to confide in them
sleeping in
falling asleep with alastair
long bus rides with alastair
walks in the park with alastair
spending time with family and friends


Seven things I plan to do before I die:


cut a couple of albums
become a known singer
act in an international film or stage production
get married and have my four beautiful perfect babies(:
Travel the world while i'm still a teenager
be completely and utterly content with life, even for a short while
move to LA


Seven random songs at the moment:


Dream a lil dream - michael buble
Quando Quando Quando - michael buble and nelly furtado
Stripped - christina auguilera
Hold us Down - christina aguilera
Is it Crazy - original, by yours truly(:
Somewhere out there - Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram
Leaving on a jet plane



Seven people I want to do this (Do I really? Would they really?):

forget vicky, she's already done this

alastair
doralynn
mummy
twinnie(if she ever reads this)
Ivan
Bird

- xoxo
charis loves you
3:35 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.