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Thursday, June 15, 2006

1. In one sentence, explain what ended
your last relationship:
- according to him, we lost the chemistry but i say we never had it

2. What made you smile today?
- alastair(:

3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.?
- sleeping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
- ooohing and aahhing over SI pictures

5. Something that happened to you in 1985?
- i was playing tea party in a huge garden way up there above this horrid hell hole.
at least i think so

6. Your prom night?
- can't wait for it

7. Last thing you said aloud?
- i love you too

8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
- little little bunny little little bunny

9. Worst thing currently on television?
- television's not on

10. What was in the mail today?
- didn't check

11. How many different beverages have
you drank today?
- mango tea (x 2)
ice lemon tea

12. What is your favorite part of the day?
- right at the end, falling asleep

13. Your current To-do list?
- finding out homework, doing homework, collecting unfinished art work,
finishing art work the list goes on

19. Last thing you bought?
- mango tea

20. Last gift you received?
- alastair bought me a pair of shades on monday,
isn't he thee sweetest?

21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
- me saying foooorrr whaaaaaat in a singaporean accent

22. Favorite mug?
- my grumpy mug

23. What color is your front door?
- brown

24. Beauty is:
- found on the inside and only then can be shown on the outside

25. Describe your keychain:
- bright pink with the words :BORN WILD

26. Where do you keep your change?
- in my wallet

27. Say something to the number 1 person in your
msg
- i love you

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
- real rabbit fur but i've never used it

29. What was the weather like on your graduation
day?
- did i even attend my own graduation?

30. Last ice cream flavor?
- black forest

31. Last movie you saw?
- The Omen

32. Something you are excited about?
- it's something i'm excited about!

- xoxo
charis loves you
10:15 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.