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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

THIS IS MY TWO HUNDRED AND FIRST POST
wheee

1.Where have you been an hour ago?
- walking around the market and to the doctors

2. State your name?
- charis vera Ng Mei Yi

3. Do you like your name?
- mmmhmm

4. Can you remember what you did on the first day
of your school?
- this year? well, for a start i actually went to school!

5. What do you want to be ten years from now?
- charis the stage actress/singer

6. What did u feel upon receiving emails?
- OOOH! EMAIL!

7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?
- about 7 i guess

8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?
- oooh(: what do you mean by exotic? haha

9. What was the last illness that you had?
- a horrible sore throat after cheering like crazy.
GO ARCHER(:

10. Do you like listening to rap music?
- now and then

11. Have you ever thought of driving the train to
uni ?
- to university you mean? nope.

12. What did you do last 1st November 2004?
- 2004? i don't know. i was busy being excited to go back to LA

13. Which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy
days??
- light rainy(:

14. When was the last time you browsed the bible?
- last week or the week before i think?

15. What is the brand of your first wristwatch?
- quartz. when i actually wear a watch that is.

16. Look at your back. what did you see?
- at my own back? erm, the back of my t-shirt(:

17. Say something about the person whom u like.
- everyone likes him too. well durh, he's just so likeable

18. Do you sing while you are taking a bath?
- mmmmhmmm. when i want to

19. What did you have for breakfast today?
- sausage and egg mcmuffin meal and haha
*knowing smile*

20. Your last dream that you remembered?
- some camp with students from my mom's bible college

21. What do you usually say when you meet a
person?
- if it's someone i know i'll wave(:

22. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to
forget"?
- nope, you forgive and you don't bring it up. but remembering makes you more careful

23. Last thing you held before using the computer?
- my cell phone

24. Where is the place you always dreamed of?
- this gorgeous place, with nothing more than trees, moss covered rocks all by this gorgeous flowing river and a huge waterfall

25. When was the last time your tears fell?
- last night

26. Are you goin to leave your parents in time?
- but momma will always have the family home for me to go back to(:

27. At what age you are ready to get married?
- 20 but i'll wait til im about 24

28. Long hair or spikey?
- both baby, both.

29. First person to run to if you are depressed?
- bird

30. Whats the last movie you watched?
- was it rumour has it? i can't be that backdated can i?

31. Who was the last person you sms?
- beekay buuu

32. What was your worst flood experience?
- well it was my first and only i guess. the lowest level of my nursery was flooded with ankle deep water

33. Were you attracted to a person ten years older
than you?
- haha. he was twelve years older than me actually. but cute, at that point in time, nonetheless

34. Are you happy at this point of your life?
- quite. did a wee bit of shopping, bought something for my daughter! i'm satisfied

35. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
- nothing if i can help it.

36. Are you in love now?
- mmmhmmm. very much so

37. With whom?
- Alastair alastair alastair(: <3

- xoxo
charis loves you
2:57 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.