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Monday, February 13, 2006

1) Who's at home now?
my little sister, me and the fat stupid cat

2) Did u go out yesterday?
yeaa

3) Do u prefer blue or pink?
pink, believe it or not
wait, actually that depends

4) What time did u wake up yesterday?
10am

5) Did u go anywhere yesterday?
wasn't this question just asked?
erm tampines

6) What did u do there?
spent time with mummy shopping

7) How old are u now?
nearly fifteen

8) What do u call your mother?
mum, mummy

9) Are u and your mom on good terms?
yeaa

10) Are u the only daughter in ur family?
haha.
nope

11) What perfume/cologne are u using?
at this moment? moonflower scent spray

12) Who did u last talk to?
my sister

13) Are u spoiled?
far from it i'd say

14) Do u want to get married?
definitely

15) With whom?
alastair?(:

16) Where do u think your friends are?
most of em are probably home

17) Do u think your friends need u now?
not right now,no

18) Where do u wish to be right now?
LA

19) When will u be buying a car?
for myself?
hopefully in about two or three years.

20) What type of car?
c'mon, who doesn't want a convertable?

21) If u were to be a car, what type will u
be?
a red porshe

22) Who do u wish to meet now?
alastair?

23) With your friends who do you wish to
meet?
my mom?

24) Who do u approach when u have
probs?
bestie,buu, mom, alastair

25) What do u want for your birthday?
i'm crazy about photoframes(:

26) What do you wish for xmas?
to be spending it in LA

27) Any piercings on u?
8

28) Would u like to have a tattoo?
i would like a couple more, yeaa

30) How many kids do u want?
4, i still want the fifth one actually

31) Any homework?
i think so.
well, i'll find out when the teacher asks for it and i don't have it.haha

32) Are u listening to any music now?
nah

33) Do u believe in miracles?
yea i do

34) Do u believe in fate?
i believe it might be planned or meant to be

35) When did u last cry?
earlier on today

36) When did u last smile?
just now when i heard alastair's voice

37) When did u last receive a gift?
today, for valentine's day

38) Who has the cutest smile uve ever
seen?
alastair(:

39) What do u want to tell your crush?
it's not a crush

40) Why are you answering this bulletin?
because there's not much else to do

41) Do u kiss your parents good night?
yeaa

42) Your eye colour?
brown.

43) Hairstyle?
dark brown, short

44) Are u being loved by someone?
mmhmm.i think so

45)How long u know ur lover?
2,3 years?

- xoxo
charis loves you
8:44 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.