alone i was
before your love
when i saw you
i knew my life was touched

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that everything i felt
inside was true

i saw your smile
and then i knew
that i was gonna spend
my life with you


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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

random

1.Color of most clothes you own?
- dark i think

2.Number of pillows you sleep with?
- two

3.What place are you in right now?
- living room

4.What were you doing 12AM last night?
- wandering around the beach(:

5.How old will u b in 10 years?
- 24

6.What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
- i ought to be on my honeymoon

7.Do u hav braces?
- nope,but i really wish i did.seriously

8. R you paranoid?
- sometimes,but not to the extent where i don't touch doorknobs for fear they'll crumble and a shard of metal will get stuck in my palm

9.Describe your wallet?
- bulky and full of rubbish

10. your alarm clock?
- it's digital

11.Your hair?
- long, brown and currently dyed

12.Tooth brush?
- Sanden Brooke, green

13.What color r your eyes?
- brown

14.First enemy?
- she was an ivited someone to my church an flirting with the guy i held hands with in sunday school.
we were k2
she wore skimpy spag strap tops.
actually,she still does and she's in my school

15.First play/musical/performance?
- nursery.
i think i was an angel.i know i was in white

16.Last movie seen in cinema?
- Just like Heaven

17.Last person you yelled at?
- my baby sister

18.Last crush?
- alastair if i'm not wrong. the last person wasn't a crush.
actually, alastair wasn't a crush, i was just interested in him and found him cute.
oh nevermind

19.Last shoes worn?
- comfy home slippers

20.Last ice cream eaten?
- it was some time ago

21.Last thing written by hand?
- journal(:

22.Last time you want to die?
- that was a long time ago too

23. When was the last time went out @ night?-
- last night(:

24. What were u doing last night?
- this thing reads my mind
erm, i was having fun in good company.

25. Why do you like yourself?
- because i'm different and because i don't give a shit about most things except things i give a shit about

26. What r your plans for tomorrow?
- looking after widdle kiddies at the museum and west coast park

27.When was the last time you got angry?
- sunday night

28. What was the last song you heard?
- Before the next teardrop falls

29. When was the last time you entered a club?
- last thursday(:
Chinablack baby, Chinablack

30. what is it about the opposite $ex(physically)?
- they've got more hair than us girls,
they don't always bathe or brush teeth, they have way less body fat than us girls.
yet they're irrissistibly hot(:
or perhaps just one in particular

31. what are three things that you cannot live
without?
- him,well he's not a thing really.
erm, my voice, i need to talk and erm my car(:
or my future car.

32.current music that's playing?
- the TV's on.

33.can you list three things that are takes up your time
- having nothing to do, having fun. yeaa having fun takes up lots of time and erm,
staring at my reflection for unwanted,unsightly things

34. What do u want 2 do now?
- bathe,wash off my face mask, go out and party.
or maybe i'll replace the last one with sleep.
sleep is good

35. what's the colour of ur room?
- base would be white. everything else is a clash and combination

36. what's the first thing you ate this morning?
- egg-sandwhich from yours truly

37.what shampoo do you use?
- Sanden Brooke. mummy's MLM thing

38. how many people do you have on frenster?
- over 200?

39. what's that one song you never get over?
- Ronan Keating's When You Say Nothing At All

40.fave day of the week? why?
- Thursday,Ladies' Night(:

41. did you do anything stupid in the past 24
- nope i didn't

42. did anything useful in d past hour?
- put on a face mask

43.what's your MSN/Yahoo! id right now?
- i'm finding it hard to answer this question,
someone tell me why?

44. if you could change your name,what would it
b?
- how about not changing my name?
karys is nice. or maybe i'd have it as Jemimah

45. play any musical instruments?
- nope.not at all.yes,im that dumb,that pathetic

46.favorite letter/s of the alphabet?
- X

47.are you absolutely obvious to your crush?
- i think he's finally noticed me, yeaa.
well,i'm always complaining about his lack of tethstamoneeals to me.that'll get his attention right?

- xoxo
charis loves you
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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.