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Thursday, June 09, 2005

o1. Name ;
Charis Vera Ng Mei Yi

o2. Age ;
14 yrs.

o3. Your family calls you ;
jie

o4. Your friends call you ;
charis

o5. Favorite no. is ;
16,71

o6. Are you more of a pessimist or optimist ;
Optimist.

o7. The person you love most ;
mummy?baby sister!

if it doesn include family i shan't say

o8. Are you in a relationship ;
Nah

o9. What time is it ;
10.42pm
im quite sure by the time i post this it would be this time.haha

1o. What are you doing right now ;
missing someone .
answering dumb questions,talking to alastair online

11. Last thing you did before you used the PC ;
practiced a song

12. Last thing that made you cry ;
knowing i couldn't see the someone who means so much to me for like,
the whole holiday .don't ask .

13. Last person who made you smile ;
alastair:)

14. The person(s) you trust ;
God
mummy
alastair
elizabeth;bestie
vickaye;buuu
veektor=]

15. The person(s) who give/s some advice ;
ditto

16. Last book you read ;
crooked .im getting started on the sequel which isn't half as interesting

17. What is ur fav color?
red,mud green,black and white.GREY

18. Favorite places ;
room .
the park .
quiet places .
this particular place i've never been to,by this huge waterfall .

19. spiderman or batman ;
batman .only because George Clooney is ever so handsome .

2o. Does someone bother you ;
tell me about it.

21. You prefer to have a long or short hair ;
either like,medium long like now:)
or short short

22. Last person you texted ;
zhihong

23. Linkin Park or Slapshock ;
Linkin Park.

24. Describe what you're feeling ;
tired.

25. Something you can't afford to lose ;
friends?wait,they're not things .
my wallet i suppose?

26. Last person who wrote a testimonial for you ;
alastair

27. What time did you go to bed last night ;
3am

28. Weirdest person you know ;
i know lots of weird people .
haha .
shan't say cos everyone's weird in the weirdest way

29. Choose Angel or Baby ;
BABY

3o. Last person who call you ;
francesco

31. Black, Blue or White ;
white

32.What turns you off from the opposite sex ;
Bad BO, horrid smarmy smile,
fakeness, egoistical-ness(not the put on types)

33. What turns you on ;
eyes,arms,hands, the fact that he can sing:)
bril character .

34. computer or mobile ;
definitely my cell

35. Last person who crossed your mind ;
alastair

36. Mango or Pear ;
the brand?mango
the fruit?mango too:)

37. Are you a smoker ;
nuh uh .promises

38. One big regret in life ;
we all have regrets mann .

- xoxo
charis loves you
10:57 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.