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Thursday, June 09, 2005

1. SCHOOLS YOU ATTENDED? -
>> island play house,Bethesda pasir ris
plmgs(primary), plmgs(secondary)

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR
CELLPHONE?
>> an empty road

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST
NIGHT? -
>> i could've done with a lot more .

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT
THIS
MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
>> i don't care about brunch,i want to sleep

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT
YOUR
BEDSIDE? -
>> tissue for crying, peppermint crystals:)

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEAL? -
>> duurh .who hasn't?

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
>> grilled

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO
OTHERS?
>> the fact that i rock .haha .
my friends would know what makes me unique, no?

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF
THE DARK?
>>no .

10. FAVOURITE HANGOUT -
>>my room, bugis street, the park .

11.THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE
WITHOUT? -
>>things aren't people right?
so
love?

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL
BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
>> a new phone i suppose?
or the first plane ticket out of singapore if i had enough to take who i want with me .
a thousand dollars is really not enough .

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN YOU'RE
SLEEPY?
>>Once upon a december
non-techno version of We're in Heaven

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? -
>> anything with more than four legs

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? -
>>giver,i'd say but i do take:)

16.WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? -
>> tua neh buu .thanks vick .gee .

17. MOST
RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU
WATCHED? -
>>Monster-in-law

18. INVISIBLE FOR A DAY?
>> i'd do stuff i can't do now that i'm seen .

19. STUCK ON A DESERT
ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE
KIND
OF FOOD FOR THE REST OF YOUR
LIFE,
WHAT WOULD IT BE? -
>> water, definitely

20. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? -
>>i dont like tv and don't watch it that much .

21. IF YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW,
WHAT WILL YOU DO? -
>> i'll tell the ones i love how much i love them and forgive those i havn't forgiven .
i'd go see this really really special someone and kiss him goodbye .
ooooh,and i'd tidy up my room and fly to LA so i'd die there:)

22. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A
FIRE? -
>>wallet and my favouritest soft toy:)

23. YOUR EYE COLOR? -
>>medium brown

24. WHAT ARE THE THINGS
YOU ALWAYS BRING? -
>>cell phone,cash,nets card and lip gloss

25. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN
YOU WERE A KID?
>> a vet:)

26. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN
THE
CLOCK TURNS 7 AM? -
>>catch fifteen minutes of sleep in the classroom before assembly

27. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? -
>>blue:)with cats on it .
im changing it later though

28. WHO U WANT TO MEET? -
>> Jesus .quick:)

29. HOW'S LIFE? -
>> tiring .and im missing someone like crazy so it aint thaat nice
but it's fun:)singing audition tomorrow and drama at acsi .haha

- xoxo
charis loves you
10:57 PM

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only yours baby

i'm charis vera Ng,
i'm NOT a Singaporean, i was born in UK
but i spent most of my four years in scotland
i love alastair(:
i'm doing my best to live for God though i often fail miserably

ok,try this:
you're this girl who's flown over to this country when you're no more than four years of age
you resent your dad for it,
and it doesn't help when things between your parents don't work out either.

so you miss your home terribly,
you miss going strawberry-picking,
you miss eating boiled eggs out of egg-cups
and you miss warm and cuddly Uncle John and Aunty Esther.

instead,
you find yourself forced to change
and adapt in a horribly hot place
where in primary school,
you meet cold,heartless little kids who ignore you and don't let you play "family"
just cos your accent is different.
early on,
you get weird looks and you find yourself going for recess breaks alone.
your classmates complain to the class teacher when you call them stupid
because they don't understand what to you is simple english.
but they leave you alone when you call them an imbecile
because they don't know what it means.
your primary 1 & 2 class teacher takes joy in complaining to your mummy
because she detests you.
she detests you for constantly correcting her english grammer and pronunciation in front of the class
you soon realize that you can actually gain and keep friends upon them finding out your mother's an actress
but by that time you've more or less forced yourself to lose your accent which makes communication a lot easier anyway.

that was the little girl charis,
now,
on top of that,
i can be a total biotch sometimes, towards people.
and don't tell me you aren't sometimes please.
but i try my very best not to bitch about people.
im a dangerous shopper(=
i never know what i want or need til i see it.

i don't like television.
now that's a first innit?HAH.
bet you never knew someone who didn't like tv
well i don't
and i'm not trying to be different and difficult
it's noisy and boring
i like music:)
i find eating a chore but i love snacking
figure that out
i find certain kinds of pain addictive,
no, i promise i'm still sane.

which is actually pretty remarkable for someone living here,
in this time and place
where you normally get loads of homework,
tests with questions that look like they're in foreign language,
and where everything's a competition to be the best,
the prettiest,
the most popular,
the most hated,
the thinnest,
the fattest, the coolest
the list goes on.
one shouldn't try to be something you're not,
but everyone knows that's easier said than done.
like duurh.